Things I wonder about life

Imbeciles and Bersih 2.0

2011-07-08T17:37:00.001-07:00

Okay, the first part. I don't know why the chinese kids are making a big fuss about going back to 6th college in UM. Just because of more strict rules? I mean, what's wrong with NOT wearing shorts to eat at dewan makan? You can die from hyperthermia is it? Or your feet can fall off from the strangulation of long pants? I mean, it's such a small issue that's being fanned by stupidity. I just don't get them really. So what if 6 college is managed by a more conservative management compared to Klang? Please respect the Malay and Muslim culture... the chinese are sick selfish bastards, myself included, haha. Just wear shorts when going out with friends la.... such a simple solution. Hey, I'm half Malay and I do enjoy showing off mah sexay legs when I'm out shopping.... who's to see them back at campus anyways? And I don't want to be flamed by extremists ;D

Now, the second issue. Before I move on, I have nothing against Bersih nor do I support them. This is because my understanding of politics isn't quite good and I'd rather watch and learn first then make decisions later. I'm talking about kids who do not bother to keep in touch with national affairs. I mean, this Bersih thing has been in the paper for weeks and you don't know a single thing about it? Do you like, live in a shell buried in the sand? And I'm pointing this to Malay girls. So... oblivious. If a war were ever to happen... then you'd be the first to die just because you left the house and got hit by a bomb you didn't know about.....

And about said girls.... oh my sdgjhgdfagjs it's so embarrassing to go out and eat with them. I mean, are we that poor and pitiful that we need to steal and filch from restaurants. I mean, you know that stirrer they put in your drinks, yeah they stole those. Then came the stories of past exploits. Chili sauce from KFC... just selfish really. No wonder they don't leave the sauce anymore on the tables and you gotta ask for them at certain places. It's because of people like you. I almost died from embarrassment... I'm never eating out with this bunch of people anymore... and I only did then because we were celebrating someone's birthday.

Okay... that's all the rambling for today.

Its 2011!

2011-01-22T17:43:00.001-08:00

A new post for the new year. I just noticed I had only 4 entries last year o_o

Anyway, I'm in my third year of medical school and life's been pretty okay. Klang is... interesting but boring. But I prefer clinical years than theory so I'm not complaining (unlike some pampered buggers here who like to complain about every little thing, eg: food. If you don't like it then scram, eat out.)

... Now I feel like ranting about this. Last week, some brat complained to the office that it doesn't like cafeteria food (I'm calling it it because it doesn't deserve to be called something human-like). Just because of one person the whole batch of 200+ people have to bear the consequences. We almost didn't have a cafeteria anymore. Personally speaking I like Klang food better than 6th at UM. If I knew who the bugger is, I'd make sure it'll go home with a permanent disability somewhere. I bet the little brat never cooked its entire life.

Now, enough with the ranting and back to real life talkings. I'll be going to Gerik for my Community Residential Program (CRP) in March. In truth I'm both excited and scared. I heard Gerik is a really isolated place, and getting there I'll have to drive through mountainous areas. I don't think I'll be driving there. But we'll be there for only for 2 weeks and I think I'll manage. I hope we're staying in a kampung-like area. I like places like that C:

And now on to another topic. I'm starting doll collecting (but I wouldn't call myself a collector as I have only one doll, haha). Planning to get a second one after Chinese New Year with my angpao money, hoho. Hopefully the doll I'm targeting will still be there after the holidays.

Tehhee, I couldn't resist showing off.
Her name's Lexxie, short for Alexiana C:

Infatuations and whatnot.

2010-09-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

They're easy to get and not so easy to get rid of.

I've been reading waaaay too many shoujo mangas D:

It's when I think about you that I hear songs~

2010-01-19T00:03:00.000-08:00

I think my mood is better now C:
Sorry to make all of you worried, ahha.

I wanna write more, but I'm kinda out of ideas right now ;P

I feel like I'm wasting my life away...

2010-01-14T20:51:00.000-08:00

I don't know, I think my period's coming... maybe. But I hate the situation I'm in right now. I hate not being able to say no. I hate myself being so easily taken advantage of. I hate the current company I'm with right now. I basically hate everything around me right now.

I feel so emo somehow. I guess I can bitch about it once in a while. But what I hate the most is my puny self who can't even have the courage to be all bitchy. Seriously, I wanna bitch slap some lazy asses around here who thinks the world revolves around them. Who think I have all the free time in the world to help their sorry asses. To agree to everything they say. And the thing is I can't really say no to them afraid that they'll all turn their backs on me. Ugh, I HATE THIS PLACE.

Now that was some good stress release C:

TiK ToK

2010-01-13T02:04:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile. Ke$ha's TiK ToK seems to be in my head. But I find the other songs in her album pretty much annoying :/ She has such a whiny voice D:

6th college dinner is coming soon. I hope it'll be good... *sigh* but why does it has to be in Putrajaya?

I'm having a pretty stressful week...

2009-10-08T08:13:00.001-07:00

I dunno why, but it seems like everyone's true identities start popping up this week.

First it was an assignment. I can't believe someone could be SO irresponsible. It's just a fucking memo. You can fucking type it in like... fucking 15 minutes? I gave you 2 days, even the number of the person who could help you with the memo. But right before the due date to pass the folio, you fucking told me that you don't know how to do it? You lost her number? Sounds like you were being a lazy ass and wanted someone to do it for you. Thankful for you I was willing to do it, because it would effect my marks since it was a group project. I'm never going to let you be in any group with me in the future. Only know how to study, but no responsibility. You're gonna be a sucky doctor, let me tell you that.

Then, there are the liars. I fucking. hate. liars. She can easily say a lie. I know she knows I know, but I'm too kind. I keep thinking, 'it's just a small matter'. I'm too easy to be taken advantaged of. I need to be more tough.

Next, it was the business project thingie. I mean, it's a group business thing right? At least help others by actually sending all the boxes of doughnuts to the orderers room. But you were being selfish and lazy and practically left it at the dining hall for people to take, only taking your part of the order and sending it to people who ordered from you. Thank god someone told me she had a missing order and I bothered to check the dining hall. I know you have another activity later that day, but the boxes will just take 10 minutes of your time to deliver. I was already tired from going to Sunway to pick up the doughnut orders, you could at least help us by doing this small, insignificant act of kindness.

All complains are no fun, no? So I'm gonna start on compliments now. One friend of mine (I would say that his heart, mind and soul are in the right path, may many good things come to him in the future) was willing to run all the way to 2nd college to get a rogue order for his seniors. Imagine, running from 6th, going to 2nd, and running back all the way to the faculty. And our leader, he may act indifferent, but I know he has put much effort and time into our project. He was also taking part and helping in other events. Kudos to him. And another female friend. She was always on time, and helping out with the boxes and orders and never complained. She was even willing to sacrifice her time when we went to make the orders, when we asked her to follow us impromptu on the spot.

We need more good people like them :C
I hope I can be as good as them too. I know I still have room for more improvement. And I need to control my anger. I get pissed too easily. But I can only vent my anger by complaining on my blog. I just wanna say 'Shut up you bitch' out loud, but I know I won't do it, cause I worry so much about how others look at me. *sigh*

Holidays~

2009-08-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

It's Merdeka hols now <3

A week of no classes, no lab practicals in the afternoons <3

Too bad there's an exam after the holidays, boohoo :C

Convo tomorrow...

2009-08-13T21:51:00.000-07:00

My final year buddy is getting her Ijazah tomorrow. And I still haven't finished drawing her card.

I'm a lazy ass :C

Trouble in UM...

2009-07-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

Security has gotten tighter in UM lately. Students from the 1st-3rd years are not allowed to bring their cars into campus. They can only go through the Damansara (PJ) gate all the way till 10th college. Anywhere further than that, you'll be stopped by the guard and asked to turn around or be asked for your identification. It really shocked me when I was stopped the first time in campus. I was following a friend to drive around campus in her car, but when we passed 10th college (near the komplex sukan area there), guards asked us to stop and asked for our identification. I was just eating dinner before the short trip, so the only things I had with me were my Kad Makan and my room keys. My friend didn't even bring her driving license (although I did asked her if she brought one before she left, but she told me 'ronda-ronda campus je. Takyah guna lesen). Who knew, kena tahan pulak. So the conclusion here : always bring your driving licence whenever you wanna drive.

Anyway, back to the point. UM has been doing something to curb the congestion in campus. Seriously, after the guards appearing, there has been less trafic around my faculty. The number of people double, triple parking has been reduced. Greatly. But the are a few problems that arise from this matter. Students who were alrady bringing cars (those from asasi, 1st, 2nd and 3rd years) couldn't bring their cars in campus. Or else they'll be fined RM50. My friend got it already. Fortunately for me, I don't have a car with me at the moment because it was sent for repairs. Talk about timing!

But UM's (or can I say, the VCs?) decision is not a win-win situation. Maybe after a while the commotion might die down. Or maybe people wouldn't care much if they have cars or not in campus. Or people will still complain and complain and complain, but not giving any suggestions or any form of help to better the situation. But for the moment, I'll just wait and see what'll happen... and I'll be car-less for the moment!

Your opinion?

2009-06-29T21:53:00.000-07:00

I saw this article in DAP's Lim Kit Siang's blog.
(concerns medical students of UM)

What's your opinion?

Remembering back the days...

2009-06-22T09:49:00.001-07:00

My friends from school who just finished form 6 are now getting ready to get into university. For most of them, it's their first time leaving home and staying someplace new. It somehow reminds me of the days when I had to leave home for the first time: when I had to go for matriculation.

Since my brother already went ahead of me the year before, I had little trouble with the preparations. But the thought of leaving the comforts of home were kind of troubling. Heck, I think I had trouble sleeping on my first night. But after a while I got used to it. Well, who wouldn't eventually?

I remember the hectic day of registering. I came in a bit late, and somehow lined up at the wrong block for registrations, causing me to get the topmost floor, at the very end of the corridor. But I guess that was a blessing in disguise because the room I got had an awesome scenery. Very good for stress relief *thumbs up*

I think going to matriculation was one of the best things that happened in my life. It changed who I am, from what I used to be. I used to be a very very shy person who couldn't speak up at all. In short, I was useless. I hated the me of that time. Being away from home taught me to be stronger and more independent. I think I opened up a bit after coming back from matrix.

But I think there was one shortcoming from my matrix experience. Fights with roommates! Arguments between roommates are unavoidable because you'll be with them in the room most of the time. You get to learn their bad sides and their good sides. You also find out things that you do that annoy your roommates (in my case, I laugh uncontrollably when I watch funny dramas). I know I was annoying, so I try suppressing my laughter, or watched my dramas in other friends' rooms who don't mind laughing with me. But one of the roommates couldn't stand me (and she couldn't stand another roommate who likes to sing while studying), blames us for interrupting her studies, and stormed out of the room 2 weeks before finals. I was already stressed with the nearing finals, so I guess I broke down when she left the room. I really couldn't stand her. She blamed us for making so much noise but she herself makes an equal amount of noise too. Noise from roommates is unavoidable. You have to put up with it. But I guess she too was stressed because she had boyfriend problems. Until now I still haven't made up with her... I really should though...

In UM I too have roommate problems. I have a roommate who likes to talk on her handphone when I'm studying or when I'm about to sleep. Do you know how annoying it is, when you're sleepy and want to sleep early to be fresh the next day for class, your roommate starts talking (did I mention loudly?) on the phone. She talks and talks and talks and you lay awake in bed for an hour before she finally shuts up. But I put up with her because I didn't want the same problem to occur from matrix. So I guess that's why we aren't so close like other roommates. (I'm kinda sorry for my roommate though)

[somehow this is becoming a rant, ahha ^^;;]

Anyway, going to UM is a good experience too. I learnt to be responsible. Not a lot but a bit. I was kind of active in college activities. You get to know more people, and have a bit of fun. I kinda enjoyed my first semester, but I guessed I played too much till I failed my first semester exam =_=;; . But after working harder in my second semester, I passed my MBBS course (thank god!)

I'm going to be in my second year soon. I hope I won't encounter any serious problems.

I don't like the recession :C

2009-06-01T07:03:00.000-07:00

Because I can't buy the things I want even though they're cheap.
AND I keep getting these urges to buy useless things D:
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME? ;3;

I know I shouldn't spend so much. I hate myself for this :C

I have problems with typing 'E' at the moment. It doesn't like me ;3;

WARNING! This is a rant D:

2009-05-28T10:15:00.001-07:00

My younger siblings are fucking lazy asses D:
Especially Hanna D:
*Oh hail the lazy highness* ... or maybe the Queen of bitchiness.
I mean, wanna ask to wash a few plates also need to merajuk D:
And is it so hard for her to actually help mama around with stuffs in the house?
(and I don't care if she reads this D:)

Faiz on the other hand will make one thousand and one reasons why he should not move his lazy ass to do some chores. He's like, Diva no.2 (No.1 goes to Hanna)

And my parents don't scold them as often as they scolded me or my brother on the excuse that they're 'too old and tired' to layan them. Now, if it were me...

And Imran. Argh, do I even need to mention? He plays the wii till 2 a.m. even though exams are nearing D: Luckily I caught him, or he could have stayed awake the whole night D:

Yeah yeah, I know I myself was a brat in the olden days. But I've started washing plates when I was Faiz's age. I think he doesn't even know how to do it D:

And yes, I know I was a bad example for Imran because I myself was the one who started the 'wake up at night to play the PC' thing. But, exam week! He should at least refrain himself there. He's taking SPM this year for goodness sake D: I know I wasn't stupid enough to sacrifice exams for games.

And last of all, the eating habit! Faiz and Hanna buys sweets practically once every 3 days. Darn 7eleven to be near the house. Although I myself am a sweet tooth, I know when I should stop taking sweets (although I know some out there might find it hard to believe this, ahha)

Lemme quote a conversation that went between Faiz and me

Me : Faiz, you should drink plain water more often than gassy drinks
Faiz : No, I don't like plain water. It's bitter.
Me : ...

And when I tell my dad to not buy carbonated drinks (and asked him to buy more juice), he came back from tesco with 2 bottles of 100 plus and 2 six-pack sweet drinks. Yeah,very healthy there. But I guess it's better than the previous Tesco trip; then it had the 100 plus AND 2 bottle of cola. Urgh, THE SUGAR D:
I fear for my younger siblings sugar level ;3;

And although I rant about my siblings A LOT... I can't help but love them :C
I can't get angry at them long enough D:

Ah, I love the holidays <3

2009-05-19T05:24:00.000-07:00

I've been going out practically every few days lately.
Watched Angels and Demons last week. The book was definitely better.

*SPOILER WARNING* (highlight to read)
They didn't mention the the pope having a son. That is like, the basis of the goddamn book D:

*sigh*Anyway...
IT'S A RITUAL FOR ME TO PLAY THE WII IN THE MORNINGS.
Teeheeheehee *insert freaky smiley face here*
I'm addicted to Rune Factory Frontiers.
It still amazes me how farming on a game console can be such fun.

Holidays here I come!!!

2009-05-01T20:23:00.000-07:00

I passed my exams. I FEEL SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW TTwTT

Ugh...

2009-04-16T02:08:00.000-07:00

I need a holiday >:C

Pray for me please?
sothatIcanpassmyexams ;3;

I need to...

2009-03-30T05:43:00.000-07:00

...concentrate on studies and stop looking at pretty clothes.

That is all D:

American Idol

2009-03-19T07:27:00.001-07:00

I don't know why people like Adam Lambert that much. I mean, his voice ain't that great. It sounds like someone having some serious constipation (case in point : ring of fire). But I guess people of today like constipating noises?

And I wish Anoop would stop mumbling. It's a pity since I like his voice.

[ although mind you, I don't watch American Idol much. I just watched it on Youtube ;D ]

Jason Mraz

2009-03-07T04:49:00.000-08:00

Went to his concert at Stadium Negara Last Wednesday.

Now his concert was something ;D

His live voice is definitely 3184617413278 times better than the recorded ones. And that is something coming out from me as I'm not much of a Jason Mraz fan. Heck, even my pretty boys don't sound as good as him (sorry) although he doesn't dance well like my pretty boys... but Jason Mraz dancing won't really suit his style of music, don't you think?

There was a Malaysian (?) female artist who sang Lucky with Jason Mraz. Dunno who she was but she wasn't that good. Heck, I think it sounded better when the audience was singing along at the beginning (she was late in making her entry into the song)

Racial discrimination?

2009-02-27T06:30:00.001-08:00

I read a blog of someone I know from college, and he was talking about some racial issues in UM. He was a Chinese and he was helping a foreign student to get into a nearer residential college to the faculty. The Malay office lady was acting indifferent to his attempts to ask if there were any rooms available. It kinda pissed me off when she gave him the cold shoulder. Sometimes I'm ashamed to be half Malay, thinking how some of the Malays have such closed minds. Ignoring people just because they're not Malay. It happened to me a few times too, because I'm very chinese looking. It's kind of amusing sometimes. They can give me the cold treatment at first, but when they find out that I'm half Malay, or Muslim, or when they notice that my BM is too good, you can really see the 360' change of attitude.

But then, being half Chinese ain't good either. The 'pure' Chinese don't like those who are 'bananas', yellow outside but white inside : meaning they look Chinese, but can only talk in English. But then, I don't think the Chinese here ain't bad. Most of them are willing to befriend me, so I haven't encountered any problems so far. And I do know a few other 'bananas' such as myself... only that they aren't mixed. I guess it's much harder for them cause they don't have an excuse of being mixed.

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2009-02-13T07:00:00.000-08:00

I'm too lazy to think of a title D:

Anyway, it's been a while since my last post. Our MPIS dinner was held early this month. The location was okay but the food weren't that great. I felt kinda guilty eating the shark's fin :C

But i saw lots of wacky clothes there. There was this second (or may I say first?) year d00d who dressed up like a Japanese punk from Harajuku. I wanted to take a picture of him but... he went away before I had the chance to take a shot with my phone :C . Surprisingly he won best dressed. If it were me, I'd call it weird... and that's a complement coming for me. I just adore people who dresses weird (likemyself*cofcof*). The female best dressed went to a final year. She sure had some weird+BIG headpiece. I wonder how she can walk with that thing balanced on her head. And it was SHINY... D:

So in a nutshell, you have to be brave enough to dress weird to win best dressed.

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My finals are coming soon. It scares me to know I have to pass this to not take supplementary classes. I WANT MY 2 MONTH HOLIDAY GODDARNIT D:

I hope that's enough to get me studying. I need someone to nag me to study D:

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... And I have a camp with the 4th year seniors tomorrow. I hope it's not stressful or anything. I'm lazy to go... but it's free and it's somewhat a good way to relax.

Weekend report!

2009-01-14T03:14:00.000-08:00

FIS was held last weekend. Meh, I thought it was gonna be a big big BIG thing, but it turned out to be kinda medium-sized... or small depending on how you wanna look at it. But i was tired as HELL D: [My thigh still aches from all that bending around ;3;]

I kept some of the guppy fish we used in the fishing game(with paper nets). They are such adorable little things <333. I hope they can last I mean live long.

Some of my relatives came over too. WHY DIDN'T YOU PLAY THE GAMES NINA? D: You could have won that PSP... or at least an mp3... thenyoucanpassittomesinceyoualreadyhaveanipod ;D

And and and Siew Ling came over too xD [she's a tutor-mate of mine during matriculation]. She was all lovey dovey with her boy. Aww, they're so cute together. I thought they couldn't last a long distance relationship but I guess I was wrong. You go girl~ Taratara tha that girl. [Lee HyoRi's song is stuck in my head D:]

I can't believe I'm doing this...

2009-01-04T06:38:00.000-08:00

I thought I'd try this out... at least once in my lifetime D:
[I know I should be studying right now though >_>;;]

1.Does anyone know your passwords besides yourself?
¤ Yush.
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
¤ Uhm... what was it that I ate again? I think it was some type of burger...
3. Are you an emotional person?
¤ Yes ;3;
4. Do you like your name?
¤ Depends... [yes, i do >_>... my parents gave me that name]
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
¤ NO. They're all liesssss.
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
¤ A lot.
7. What was the last thing you did?
¤ Bully Mika
8. Who is right next to you?
¤ The air~
9. Who were the last persons you ate with?
¤ My aunt and Nina.
10. What song are you listening to right now?
¤ Not playing anything now... surprisingly.
11. How's the weather right now ?
¤ Cloudy... pleasedon'trainthisweekend D:
12. Last person who called you today?
¤ My mom C;
13.???
¤ Wut?
14. Last song you sang?
¤ Nan noreul saranghae~ Big Bang's Sunset Glow
15. Do you like anyone?
¤ Obviously ;D
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
¤ Yes. It was very stupid of me :C
17. Last beverage you drank?
¤ Soy milk ;D
18. Last food you ate?
¤ Rice, vege, meat and prawns :B
19. What did you do last night?
¤ Use my laptop... as always~
20. Faked being sick to miss school?
¤ No... I'm a good girl ;D
21. What time did you wake up today?
¤ 8.00 a.m. I think.
22. Last person you talked to?
¤ My aunt.
23. Last person you made fun of?
¤ Some model on America's Next Top Model.
24. What are you wearing right now?
¤ A pink striped T-shirt ;D
25. Are you too quiet to ask anyone out?
¤ Yes
26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
¤ PRETTY FAICE ;D
27.Where are you right now?
¤ In front of my laptop?
28. What date and day is it?
¤ 4th January, Sunday.
29. Did you go anywhere today?
¤ Aunt's place... and Jusco~
30. What did you do there?
¤ Eat... and buy meat for lunch :B
31. Where else are you going today?
¤ No. Today's gonna end in an hour.
32. Are you watching TV?
¤ No. I'm lazy right now. THE LAPTOP'S MORE INTERESTING. Muhahaha.
33. Are you mature or immature?
¤ Both?
34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
¤ Mom I guess...
35. When was your last kiss?
¤ Yesterday... with Mika ;D [what were you thinking?]
36. What school do you go to?
¤ More like what school did I go to. Convent Pulau Tikus :B
37. What's the most annoying thing people say to you?
¤ Sara. My name has an 'H' at the end :C
38. Do you like music?
¤ Yush. Especiallythosewithprettyboysinthem :B
39. Do you want to get married?
¤ Uh-huh.
40. to whom?
¤ I can't really say that right now since I'm single and stuffs :C

Reminiscing 2008

2009-01-03T16:48:00.000-08:00

Well, the last year was full of ups and downs. But I guess I'll be seeing them too this year.

Sometimes I can't believe events that had happened in the previous year. Somehow I've gotten slightly braver... but still a coward nonetheless. I need to talk often.... and BETTER [ yes, I'm a mumbling idiot. Typing is much more easier :C ] . I still haven't made more new friends. I feel like I've isolated myself from society. It's so hard to make new acquaintances *weeps*. And my results... well I failed so shush. I need to work harder this year... AND GET MYSELF AND IPOD. lame, I know :B [ but it's HARD to keep an mp3 that still runs on batteries :C ]

Anyway, I guess those are the only things I'm unsatisfied from the previous year.

Changes I've made.... hmmm... I guess the way I present myself. I remembered once upon a time I was kinda obsessed with black... now I'm obsessed with bright colours [ESPECIALLY YELLOW COLOURED NAIL POLISH... and not forgetting my favourite colour green :B]. And when I was younger I ignored all types of fashion magazines for teenagers. Now I read CLEO~ . It's amusing how time changes you.

I guess that's all.... I'm too lazy to type more and think of more things to type. [and people would say... how did this lazy girl get herself into medicine in UM xD]

I'm looking forward for this year ;D

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On a side note, my residential college in UM (6th college, Ibnu Sina) is holding an expo/festival on the 10th and 11th of January. EVERYONE is welcomed to join in the fun. There'll be plenty of games [in which I'm in charge of a few], booths, and there is also a blood and organ donation drive. Be sure not to miss it ;D

Vroom vroom.

2008-12-27T18:31:00.000-08:00

I saw this on Hanna's blog. I just had to steal it. Haha

It's our hamster, Snowy riding on a lego motorcycle.

I really should study harder for the holidays D:

Interested in renting a booth to sell your stuffs?

2008-12-09T05:14:00.000-08:00

Some shameless publicizing today...

My college in Universiti Malaya is holding a festival next year on the 10th & 11th January. We're looking for people who are interested in renting a booth for both days.

Details:

Activity : Ibnu Sina Festival Expo
Theme : Wild
Estimated people attending : 1000
Date : 10th & 11th January 2009
Time : Saturday : 12.00p.m. - 9.00p.m.
Sunday : 9a.m. - 6p.m.
Provided items : Ceiling fan, lights, 1 table (3x3 feet), 1 plastic chair, 1 tent.
Price of booth : Food : RM150 for 10x10 feet (2 days)
Others : RM175 for 10x10 feet (2 days)
RM225 for 10x10 feet (2 days)

We're having other activities too such as a Family Day and a Blood and Organ Donation Campaign. Everyone is free to join in.

For more info please contact me by e-mailing to shienna89@hotmail.com

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On a side note, we are looking for people who are renting these equipment:
1. Full DJ set with sound system (handled by laptop) for an area of about a football field.
2. Paintball equipment, gear and props.
3. Rock climbing equipment, gear and props.

I'm looking for quotations first. Those interested please contact me by e-mailing shienna89@hotmail.com

Holidays <3

2008-11-29T05:47:00.000-08:00

Although it's only for a week :C
BUT IMMA ENJOY IT ALL I CAN D:

I hope I can get new shoes and clothes :'D

p.s.Tom is fat fat FAT now O:

Ugh

2008-11-18T05:29:00.000-08:00

IT'S SO BORING DURING STUDY WEEK D:
My laptop is at Aunty's place... boohoo :C

I MISS MY PRETTY BOYS ;3;
...in HQ that is ;D
I need to bring my harddrive over sometime D:

Can't wait for the holidays C:

Continuous Assessment D:

2008-11-07T01:45:00.000-08:00

Aka CONASS for short. Next Monday.
It's only true or false questions though.
I'm too lazy to read, but I have to
since I flunked the previous one :C

And I have my Phase 1 exam on the 24th [a major exam]
I need to pass D:

I enjoy doing SPOT questions though :'D
[anatomy questions using cadavers as reference]

:C

2008-11-03T06:07:00.000-08:00

I wanna buy new shoes... but good ones don't come cheap 'ait? :'C

I need to vent my anger, NAO D<

2008-10-29T03:03:00.000-07:00

I mean like, if you said 'wait for me at dm at 5.00pm', please, please, please be on time? Or if you're gonna be late tell me? I waited for a fucking 30 minutes okay? Do you know how much time that is? Then you have to call me at 5.45 telling me they're searching for me, HELL I'M GOING ANYMORE. IT'S OFF!!!

I'm sooo fucking pissed. The idiots here don't know how to appreciate time, and we're supposed to be one of the 'elite' students.

Rattle his bones over the stones, It's only a pauper who nobody owns.

2008-10-25T18:09:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I updated. Nothing much has been going around... except that a friend who suddenly disappeared from sight about a year ago suddenly appeared in Cheras and studying Pharmacy D: [ and she kept quiet for a year+.... how could you :C ]

Major exams coming at the end of November.
A nice birthday treat, don't you suppose?
[I phail at sarcasm D:]

On a side note...
OMGIsawHouseofManyWaysbyDianaWynneJonesinMPHandIquicklygrabbeditforreads.
:'D

And The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman was good
*insert picture of thumbs up here*

-WAILS-

2008-10-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

How could you Cornelia Funke D<
I don't like the ending of Inkdeath.
Now I can't finish the darn book D:

That is why kids, never skip to the last chapter of ANY book you read.

I wanna read the Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman (;0;)

Raya has passed...

2008-10-07T05:19:00.000-07:00

And it was pretty dull compared to previous years :c
[sorry! But there was no mercun this year, ehehehe ^^;]

Anyway, my family couldn't balik kampung this year cause my dad fell sick... he had a blood clot in one of his arteries ;3;. No worries, he's fine right now... just that he does not want to take a good day's rest D<. He can't sit still I tell ya! I guess that's where Faiz might have gotten his genes from, haha. My dad has to take anti-coagulating pills for the rest of his life though :c

Now enough of depressing news. It's the good stuffs now, hehe. For raya I had to represent my mom in presenting the 'Duit Raya'. Everyone started calling me Mak Cik, lolz. Not that I mind much :'p
[But if in the near future when I have to do that again, call me Mak Cik and say bye bye to those green packets of money >D)

On a side note, my brother reached safely in Reading. I keep forgetting about the time difference whenever I chat with him on msn, orz.

And I need to fix that oven in the kitchen.
I feel like baking something one of these days C:

Ugh, some poeple....

2008-09-14T07:10:00.000-07:00

Just as soon as I got back someone wanted to borrow my printer to print a few coloured pages for her TITAS project. I didn't even unpacked yet. HELLO, there's a computer lab where you can actually print stuff there. Yeah yeah, I know they don't offer coloured pages, but you can make those pie charts in black and white. Ugh, so unimaginative *rolls eyes*. Just because I'm the only one in the block that has a printer doesn't mean you can abuse that priviledge.... *sigh* I feel like leaving that darn printer back at the BU house...

[Heck, she even asked me for the printer last Friday. I told her I left the wires at home... I thought she was smart enough to actually move her ass to the computer lab then. Mana tau on Sunday suddenly she comes knocking on my door. And guess what, she has to pass it up tomorrow D:]

Yes, I know I'm selfish. But the ink cartridges for that printer are expensive.... for me that is. Plus I'm a cheapo D: AND WE WEREN'T EVEN CLOSE. If you're a roommate or a close friend, I wouldn't mind printing for free D:

Someone please teach me how to refuse without telling them I'm a selfish bitch?

Diana Wynne Jones!

2008-09-10T19:21:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMG she wrote 2 new books in the past two years

And I haven't got my hands on them yet! D:

Firstly, The Game. I saw it at MPH the other day...

But thought I'd get my a hands first on The Though Guide to Fantasyland.

And the second volume of the Chrestomanci series

[which contains The Magicians of Caprona and Witch Week]

I'll get The Game by this week.

I MUST as a fan of Diana Wynne Jones!

The other new book was just recently published this year.

It's called House of Many Ways.

I'm guessing the paperback version to come out in a few months time.

It's part of the Castle series xD

And has Howl and Sophie in it from Howl's Moving Castle.

Not forgetting Calcifer and Morgan.

If you haven't read any of her books yet.

I recommend you to start RIGHT AWAY!

But be warned!

You might never come out of her tangle of books.

[I know I never did since my friend introduced it to me when I was in Secondary two :B]

You can start with A Tale of Time City [a personal favourite]

Or Howl's Moving Castle

Or The Merlin Conspiracy.

Heck, read any of her books.

It's guaranteed satisfaction *wink*

Dune... ;3;

2008-08-31T15:45:00.000-07:00

I saw one of the Dune book series in Popular for RM19.90.
Too bad I'm too poor to even buy a fucking book D:

Arghhh... I own only one book from the Dune series.
Darn. Why are old books so hard to find?
Well the book that I do have, Dune (The first book of the series)
came from an old bookstore anyway xD

I need to find time to go to Chaurastar (sp?)
Orz, I know how to pronounce the place
but I just realised that I don't actually know the spelling O:
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On a side note...

The last volume of RAVE. It finally ended.
Huhuhu, now I don't have anymore comics to collect...
Wait, I still have Ouran and Penguin Revolution xD

More picture spam! :'D

2008-08-30T17:45:00.000-07:00

This is Tom.
It's a she.
Yes, female O:

Me and my new Onew hat xD;;
[don't ask me what it's really called... it just looks like the one Onew wears in Replay~ :B]

And my new boots :'D
Finally got white ones, *yay!*

Oh noes! I've become a stalker?

2008-08-26T04:31:00.000-07:00

Well, actually these twins are just so adorable that I could help myself from taking their picture D:
[actually, it was my friend who took the shot... my camera sucks at zooming in D:]

Yes, you can see the cadaver they're examining....
It's pretty dried up, with broken nerves and blood vessels and flaking muscles.

And this is Zuli and I during the 6th Intermedical Physiology Quiz for the A.Rahman's Cup.
UM beat many other from various countries to become number 1. Yay UM :B
Some of the participating countries are Australia (University of New South Wales came in second), Philippines (one of it's universities came in third), Thailand, Indonesia, China, India, Sri Lanka, Czech Republic and so on (these are what I remember so far ^^;;)
Also, not forgetting our local and public medical schools such as USIM, UiTM, USM, IMU, MMMC, and PMC.

Last week we had CPR training with our final years xD
They had to teach us CPR, with guidance from a professor and his personnel from the A&E department. Yes, we kissed the practice dummies. I think I'm capable of doing CPR now... although I wonder if I'm actually qualified for it :/

Because I'm bored :c

2008-08-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm posting random pics C:

Mah textbooks D:

The d00d we see every week.

And the cat that looks like Tom
-but he seems to have disappeared from our college :c-

Puasa month's a coming....

2008-08-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

And I haven't finished ganti-ing my days yet.
Yes, I know I suck :c
I keep doing them all last-minute and stuffs.

Two more days to ganti.....

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I'm bored...
I know I should be reading my biochemistry, physiology and anatomy right now :c
It's just that I felt my blog's being neglected xD;;;
*lame*

My studies? Hhmmm...

2008-07-27T20:12:00.000-07:00

I think it has been 3 weeks into studying, or was it 4?. Anyway, we started with a lot of gaps in the timetable, but now it's kinda packed. In the mornings we'll usually have lectures and maybe tutorials (we bombared the tutors with questions, ahha). In the afternoons it's mostly practicles, watching slides thru the microscope and examining the cadavers (aka, dead bodies... although they're kinda preserved-looking... like mummies :/ ). We don't get fresh bodies cause well, it seems that they don't import cadavers from India anymore :'(

Ahha, I'm supposed to be doing some research on shoulder joints right now.... back to google. Laters~

Life in UM?

2008-07-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

So far it's okay.
Hostel food is so-so.
It's not the best but you won't die :'D
And the faculty is seriously near to my hostel, the 6th college.
Less than 5 minutes walk away.
[Makes me pity those who stay at the 2nd college, they're pretty far]

But there's one thing I noticed here in UM.
Racism is thick. Very thick.

Well, some of the students are pretty open.
And so are most of the lecturers.
It's those who aren't that get on my nerves.
They have this weird type of logic. Let me show you the maths...

Malay = Muslim
Chinese = Buddhist/ Christian
Indian = Hindu

And there were these group of seniors who asked all Muslim students to stay back for a while after lecture and said (and I quote)

"Budak Melayu jangan bagi budak chinese nota-nota awak, sebab the chinese takkan bagi awak nota diorang, no matter what. Kalau dapat pun, dapat je la. Jangan bagi diorang apa-apa. Kite Muslim mesti bersatu."

And there I was, a chinese-looking Muslim staring back at him.

Well, to tell you the truth, he was actually a repeat student. Smart huh?

But anyhow, I was of prepared for this. I'm guessing a lot more things (good and bad) will come in the future. This 'berpuak-puak' attitude has been in UM for a lot of years, but I hear there are 2nd and 3rd years who are trying to change that. I wonder if there is any truth in their words. But with or without them, I'll try my best too to form an interracial community in UM (no matter how cheesy it may sound xD)

Its a pity really, since UM is bragging that it is a 5 star university....
but to me it has a no star in unity.
And we shout 'UM is ONE' throughout the first week of haluansiswa aka. orientation.

Universities anyone?

2008-06-18T16:59:00.000-07:00

I got a few friends who went into UM, and even one with the same course as me xD Quite a number got UKM, and there's also UiTM, UPM, UTM, UMP... and others that I can't remember at the moment :'P. Wish you guys all the best!~ And when we have time, lets meet up 'kay [although I don't think I can since I'm guessing my uni life to be very very busy? xD]

I'm so happy that I got UM. When we were at Matriculation, there was this one week where the college invited students from UM to hold a motivation programme for us. Since that day I was attracted to UM. Ah, can't wait to learn the cheer for my residential college xD

And now... to get myself ready for university.

Stuffs to do :
1. Master driving. The most important thing!!! It's not that I can't drive... I still don't have the confidence xD;;
2. Buy the essential stuffs (clothes)
3. Get documents ready (photocopy and certify new IC)
4. Get book list for the semester
[will add in more if there are any I missed out]

OMG OMG

2008-06-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

I just checked my UPU results...

AND I GOT INTO UM, for Perubatan and Pembedahan course.
I'm so thankful I got this course.
And my dad's surely above the moon right now, ahha.

Now, lets try to get a few things from my dad...
namely a new Ipod, handphone and external hardrive.... hmmm...

I got this stupid chain mail...

2008-06-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

And it told us to boycott PETRONAS so that it might lower their oil prices.
Hello, that's not gonna solve anything, just making it worse. Whoever made that chain mail is definitely not Malaysian. I wonder if the person who gave me the chain mail knows that PETRONAS has been subsidizing our oil for quite a while? Did she know that people from Thailand actually smuggle our oil out? She definitely didn't read today's newspaper.

I know that everyone has been complaining about oil prices and that prices for everything else has increased too. Ugh, but this is definitely not a solution.

Correct me if I'm wrong, but this is just my piece of mind >:C

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On a side note : I've been offered a seat for IMU. Now waiting for my UPU results. Please please please let me get into local univesity. If it's UM, that'll be greater still >o<

:C

2008-06-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

Sandy died this morning. I found out about it around lunch when i saw one of the cages missing ;3;

I hope Sandy gets some peace in hamster heaven.
He does not have to meet Faiz everyday anymore xD;;

But then the full impact of abuse goes to Snowy now :/

And Hanna acts like a bitch sometimes. Why does she have to be so darn picky/demanding/princess-ish. If you don't like Mama's cooking then keep it to yourself. You don't have to announce to the whole worlds that the taste doesn't suit your royal tongue D;
Everyone ate it except for you. Yes, it is missing some flavors compared to the previous one Mama cooked. But no one's perfect.

Ugh, but she can be good when she has something in return. Like just now I just bought a movie. Since she wants to watch it, she does everything I ask for. And me being the *coughevilcough* sister I am... well, I ordered her around. Hey, its a rare opportunity xD

Okay, now I'm off to watching the movie~

Oh noes DX

2008-06-13T21:10:00.001-07:00

Our Perak gathering had to be canceled because our UPU results might come out next week (Or to be exact, on Wednesday, so says the rumors)

If the results aren't out by then... Imma kill whoever did those rumors D;

Perak gathering?

2008-06-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

A few friends of mine are planning a gathering for our tutorial group, TB4. But it's only for close friends, ahha xD

I hope there are tickets available to Ipoh :/

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I wanna learn how to dance Replay... 'cause it looks cool BD

Insect spray thingi

2008-06-09T22:51:00.000-07:00

Some people came today to to spray the house with some chemicals said to rid the house of insect, and household pests. I hope the ants will lay off my laptop now D: So far they've attacked my CD player and my mouse D:<

And I got a new hat <3

My eyes look weird xD

sigh

2008-06-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

I couldn't stay in KL longer. And the worse part is I couldn't get my hands on a few new CDs. Darn.

How I hope I can buy things online. Penang is so slow on J-pop and K-pop stuffs. And I don't know of any place where I can actually pre-order something.

Aaaaanyways, Faiz is a pain in the ass... well, he has always been one. Making such a big fuss when he needs to wee wee when we were on the highway. Gawd, if you keep still you can keep it in longer D:

And no, he didn't wet the car. I'd make him clear it up if he did anyway.

IMU Interviewwwwww.

2008-05-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

And I had to have a nervous breakdown. I wanna slap myself for that Dx

I need to learn to talk to people D;

Studios Ghibli!!!!

2008-05-27T01:37:00.000-07:00

I just love watching the movies they produce. HAYAO MIYAZAKI'S NEW MOVIE WILL BE OUT THIS YEAR!!! Can't wait 'till I get my hands on them >o< . It's called Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea. It's suppose to be out on the 19th of July. I read on Wikipedia that it is going to be a watercolor-based movie. Can't wait to see it!!

To read more on Studio Ghibli, go here : Studio Ghibli on Wikipedia.

Personally speaking, I recommend all the movies directed by Hayao Miyazaki.

Some pics:

My Neighbour Totoro

Laputa: Castle in the Sky

Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind

Went out for movies today...

2008-05-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

I watched Indiana Jones and Narnia with Hanna, Faiz, Caryn, Vanessa, Hooi Fern and Hooi Fern's boyfriend today. Although the last three only joined us for Narnia xD;;;

One thing. INDIANA JONES IS A GREAT MOVIE! It's good 'cause it made me scream in the cinemas xD

Faiz made a new friend, no an enemy today. Haha. I should post a pic of them together xDDD

Mkay...

2008-05-23T02:17:00.000-07:00

I know when I have to be in KL now.... before the 29th of May. Why? I'll be taking my IMU interview then.

Note to myself, so that I don't forget :

IMU Interview
Date : 29th May
Time : 4pm.
Place : Admission Office
Things to bring : Original certificates.
Wear : Formal clothes
Others : Come 30 minutes earier

IELTS results...

2008-05-23T00:02:00.000-07:00

I got an average band of 8.0
I beat Daniel by 0.5 [muhahahahaha]

Reading - 8.5
Listening - 8.5
Writing - 7.5
Speaking - 7.0

Orz, the marks keep getting lower and lower. Darn speaking test D:

I got my Matricuation results already!

2008-05-21T20:58:00.000-07:00

And I got 4.0 for my second semester, making my PNGK 3.94
Darn first semester results Dx If only I did better.

Oh well no use crying over spilled milk. Just hope that I hope strong luck so that I'm able to get into a local university [ preferably I would want UM though ;3; ]

Picture Spam!

2008-05-19T01:08:00.000-07:00

Me , Mama and Hanna went to Prangin Mall today. We got boots! (me and Hanna that is xD). Its the same design, but different colour. Mind you, we can wear both of them :'D

Guess which is mine? :B

Besides that I got myself more bracelets! [ Bracelets are luff <3 ]

+ = 26

Last of all, my lovely hats. I NEED MORE DARNIT D;

Well, we went out for dinner today...

2008-05-17T09:29:00.000-07:00

... and what poor service we got. The place was full of people, so it looked like a good place (It was my second time there). Note one thing : NEVER judge a book by its cover.

When we went there, the waiter gave us our seats and took our orders. T'was okay till after that. We waited. And waited. And waited some more. Nothing arrived except for two cups of plain water (and there were 5 of us... don't they know how to count?). Guess what, the food arrived before the drinks... something I've first encountered at an eaterie. And they served our veggies after we finished our rice. Smart huh? We 'kindly' asked the man to take back the veggies and cancel it from out bill.

Now I compare this experience with my first time there. That day everything was fine. The orders came fine. We got everything... except maybe they switched someone's drink (who I think is Imran). We ate at good time, no waiting and asking when the order's arriving.

I can make two types of conclusion:

1. They judge their customers. On the first day, we wore 'respectable' looking clothes. Well, my mom didn't wear the sorry things she calls clothes (sorry Mama, but sometimes I just don't like how you look in jeans and T's ^^; ). She sometimes gets mistaken as a maid D; (I hate people who makes conclusions without getting the facts right). The 'Mat Salehs' get their orders pretty fast. And so are people who look 'rich'. On the second day... well, we were wearing kind of slacky clothes... and my father didn't help with the 'good first impression' part.

2. They've just gotten too big and can't handle their customers properly. Everything's out of hand. They don't even know what we ordered (our drinks were mixed up with some else's). Well, there were a lot of people there.... and the person who was in charge of our section didn't look like he could handle things properly. He was all 'kelam-kabut'-ish.

But its a real pity, the place has such good food. Kinda sad that it might go bad just because of poor management.

Hanna you foo D;

2008-05-16T23:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I'm pissed at her at the moment. She's a lazy ass who doesn't want to help around the house. Gawd, and the person I thought wouldn't help me at all helped out a lot ( that's Imran D: )

And she curses a lot... well, its not like I don't curse myself but she likes to use 'fuck' and 'go to hell' on Faiz (and others that I can't seem to remember right now). How I wish to wash her mouth with bleach (orz, this makes me sound like an old grandma).

I think my period's coming ;3;

21st and 23rd of May....

2008-05-13T20:24:00.000-07:00

...are the days I'm getting my results from Matrix and IELTS respectively.

Oh God I pray let me have a satisfying set of results... this week is somewhat like mental torture Dx

I want to go down to KL but I'm lazy ... >_>;;;
Yes yes, I will be going down but not anytime this week. Maybe next week after I get my results. I need to find out about IMU's application anyway (hopefully if I get good results). Let me get more than a 3.5 please please please (Q_Q).

p.s. I had my hair straightened. It looks so flat and straight :'D
I wonder how long it'll last...

...

2008-05-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

It wonders me sometimes to see many grown adults having the mentality of children.

Me included, haha.

A board.

2008-04-30T03:06:00.000-07:00

Hanna got her drums set today, Faiz got his piano, Imran's gonna get a new acoustic guitar and I'm just bored as hell D:

Gimme things to do during this long, long~ holiday D:
But in the end I might turn out to be too lazy to do anything useful :P

I envy people who can go out and do things, unlike me who's stuck at home... I wanna watch a movie...

I wanna go down to KL darnit Dx
IELTS test IELTS test, arghh *goes crazy*

This is what you get when one gets bored O:

Taking IELTS soon Dx

2008-04-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

And I thought I would be free from exams after Matrix ;3;

Well, all for the sake of pleasing my fussy father. He definitely wants me to take the medical profession, local or overseas. Well, its not that I mind anyway. I have no actual target/dream in life so I'll just let my dad do all the thinking and I'll make all the effort I can.

Anyone who bothers reading my blog here know anything about IELTS? I heard its a bit like MUET just harder? :B
-I know I know, I should ask my brother who took it last year >_>;;-

Sometimes being 'mixed' ain't that great...

2008-04-25T03:55:00.000-07:00

I am a girl who has mixed parentage, that is Chinese and Malay.
I have a Malay name but a Chinese face. Sometimes I hate it because people always look at you in a strange way, as if I don't belong there. They wonder what language to talk to me and how to greet me. Sometimes I feel I lose friends because I can't communicate with people efficiently.

Sometimes I feel I'm more Malay than Chinese. I know Malay culture more than Chinese, and I am quite fluent in Malay. I can't speak a proper sentence in Mandarin or any other dialect. My family is closer to our Malay relatives and we meet them quite frequent. I rarely meet relatives from my Chinese side and I am only close to a few of them via the internet.

At other times I feel I am more Chinese than Malay. As I have said before, I have a Chinese face. Usually during my first time at a new place, the Chinese will usually greet me first. Besides, I have the mentality of a Chinese. Yes I admit, I ABSOLUTELY DETEST MALAY MENTALITY. They do not want to work hard for anything. They always assume Chinese (or any other race) are smart when they lose behind. They always try to find the easy way out. They only have one plan in life, never thinking of back-up plans in case they fail. They are too materialistic and keep forgetting about their family.

BUT what I am saying here does not apply to all Malays, but those who are caught up with the past and not wanting to receive any new opinion from anyone around them. I am saying this from past experience because I used to stay in a room with a Malay with this exact type of idiotic mentality.

When she doesn't get good results, she would ask me or my Chinese roommate how we scored. Out of all the stupid questions she gotta ask the stupidest of the lot. Good things do not come without hard effort. She says she's tried hard but what does she do? Sms-ing her boyfriend, daydreaming about getting married with him and almost wanting to kill herself when he broke up with her? I bet she never thought about her family. How they worked hard for her to live a better life than theirs. How much sweat her brother sacrificed to give her that expensive handphone (during the time her dad was admitted to the hospital). Have she ever thought how she could repay the good deeds of her family? I know I love my family a lot and whatever I do to repay their kindness won't be enough. But I'm glad I do not have to see her now.

Anyway, back to being mixed. I have a feeling that I am ostracized by the society, but bravo to my loyal friends who still befriended me regardless of my race, religion and outward appearance.
I know a lot of people who only got close to me because I was 'smart' and I could be of benefit to them.

About the strange glares of people, I've gotten over them. Now I laugh and joke about it. During exams: PMR, SPM, my exams in Matrix and MUET, examiners always do a double take at my table. The check and recheck my IC while looking at my face. Makes you wonder if they had ever encountered a mixed child before, eventhough our society is well known for being multiracial and mixed marriage is not uncommon anymore.

Ugh, sometimes I hate being mixed. Sometimes I love it because its unique. But I wonder how will I cope it in the future? Now I am still under my parents supervision, but later when I step out into to cruel harsh world, I wonder if there really is a place for me out there?